So much for being so confident this cycle. Where did that get me?
I called my nurse to schedule bloodwork and I go in Wednesday morning to confirm that I am not pregnant....like I don't already know. Then I called my RE's assistant (Jaime) and our WTF consult is set for Friday. Jaime was so unbelievably nice to me and even though I wasn't crying and I didn't ask for any favors, she put me in the first available slot and promised to call me if there was a cancellation. She promised that they will do whatever they can do to get me pregnant and I believe her.
By the time I got off the phone, I was sobbing and Beans started crying. I try so hard not to cry in front of her and I don't do it often, but today I couldn't help it. Like the amazing little girl she is, she climbed onto my lap, squeezed me, and told me that everything was going to be ok. She then asked if we could go upstairs to Mommy's bed to snugs and we did just that. I snuggled her until she fell asleep and then I did the same.
Until next time....xoxoxo
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