So IUI #4 was today and it went really well. This was the first time, I really didn’t feel a thing, so I was pleasantly surprised. Mr. Lovey Pants had a great swimmer count, so all is looking good. I have to go back for a progesterone check on Sunday morning. Yup, the day after Christmas, but whatever I have to do, I will do. My dr gave me a different progesterone supplement this time, she gave me crinone gel, so I REALLY hope this does the trick in getting my spotting under control, getting me pregnant, and keeping me pregnant. Now I am in the 2 week wait. Tick tock tick tock tick tock. My beta (blood pregnancy test) is set for Thursday, January 6th. I know it is only 2 weeks, but it seems like it is forever away.
Although I am very confident in this cycle, I am scared out of my mind. What if it doesn’t work? Then what? I know that we aren’t there yet, but I need to have a game plan and this is the first time we really don’t have one. So in the meantime, I am trying to be upbeat and positive, but it is really hard. Fake it until you make it. If you know me in real life, you know I AM NOT GOOD AT BEING FAKE. I will just keep thinking positive thoughts and pray, hope, beg and plead for the best.
So Christmas is upon us and I have so much to be thankful for. Beans is over the moon about Santa coming. I’ve never really been into the whole Christmas thing, but Beans is changing that for me. Mr. Lovey Pants and I are so excited to watch her open her gifts and relish in her excitement. I am pretty sure a few days of family, friends, food and gifts is exactly what the dr. ordered.
Merry Christmas everyone!!!! Until next time……xoxoxoxo
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