Back in my crazy college days, my roomies and I would play "Honest". It was a game we made up, while we were intoxicated I am sure, and we would tell eachother anything and no matter what we couldn't get mad at one another. Over the past few months, 2 of my BFFs became pregnant and HONEST, I was/am thrilled for them....like genuinely, truly excited. I am not good at being fake, so they know that I am being HONEST. Well on Wednesday, one of them had her baby, a beautiful, precious little princess and I was scared. As thrilled as I was for her and her family, I was petrified at the notion that what if when I went to visit my friend and her baby, I wasn't happy...what if I was angry or jealous. I told Mr. Lovey Pants how I was feeling and he assured me that this wasn't going to be the case, but I was still nervous. So yesterday was the big day and I was almost shaking on the ride down to the hospital fearing the worst. As I got closer, I realized that I was getting giddy....I was so excited to meet this little angel. By the time I got to the hospital, I could barely contain my excitement.....I just wanted to see my friend and the newest addition to her family and wish them the best. Of course I get into the room and my friend is all dolled up with her make-up on looking fabulous and her little peanut is snuggling ever so peacefully with her grandpa. I could barely contain myself as I just wanted to smooch this baby and welcome her to the world, but I waited patiently until it was my turn. Then, the moment arrived and I got to hold this little blessing and I just melted. I fell in love with her and my heart just filled with so much love and joy for my friend and her family. I am so happy that my biggest fear wasn't realized. It was wonderful....HONEST!!!
Until next time xoxoxo
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